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lost dreams

 i-ßεn9


Till The End - David Tan

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Monday, June 23, 2008

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me

Up, up, and away, away from me
well It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me

ißεn9's lost dreams 9:00 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

wahahaahahahahahhhaaaaa.
today,my budgie stood on my finger.
had to restraint her so i can give her the ivermectin liquid medicine for her mite infection.
lol instead of using the standard restraint method, i used my own modified method. at least it worked.
hope she get well soon.


Watched A Tale of Mari and Three Puppies online
quite touching but not as much as Hearty Paws
still it's a gd show.

ißεn9's lost dreams 10:07 PM

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Saturday, June 21, 2008


Quotes from The Ugly Duckling and Me


Ratso: Anyway, you're not as different as you might think. Deep down, everybody's -


Baby Ugly: Beautiful?


Ratso: No. Everybody's ugly.



ißεn9's lost dreams 10:23 PM

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Friday, June 20, 2008




i hope i can get to stay in these kind of houses before i die.

so many things to do yet there's not much time left really.

ppl spent time 1/4 of their life studying

another 1/2 slogging for $

what about the other 1/4 ? many dont get to enjoy them.


'fire rainbow'

ißεn9's lost dreams 9:43 PM

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Saturday, June 7, 2008

life's hard.
from this fucking moment on
life's going to get rough.


u all must be pretty tired of my complaints le ba.
well at least i'm sick of it.

received a letter saying my parents' cpf money reserved for education have been drained le.
meaning i have to pay for my own sch fee liao...
well i have expected this day to come
but i didn't realise it came so soon.


life has so many choices to choose from.
time really flies huh.it has been 1yr 0.5sem liao.
wish it'll jus slow down.....



Brick walls are there for a reason : they let us prove how badly we want something; it's there to stop ppl who dont wan it that badly enough.

can i climb over this tall wall?

ißεn9's lost dreams 10:57 PM

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

there's another me
or rather it's the old me
one fake smile to fool them all
wonder what happen to him
resurfacing from time to time

realised i should make full use of my time
who knows maybe that's all i have left ^^



"wait long enough and ppl will surprise and impress u, when u r pissed off at somebody and u r angry at them u jus haven't given enough time."

ißεn9's lost dreams 6:18 PM

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阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
_
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
_
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
_
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

ißεn9's lost dreams 5:57 PM

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