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ißεn9's lost dreams 9:00 PMI can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me
Up, up, and away, away from me
well It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me
ißεn9's lost dreams 10:07 PMwahahaahahahahahhhaaaaa.
today,my budgie stood on my finger.
had to restraint her so i can give her the ivermectin liquid medicine for her mite infection.
lol instead of using the standard restraint method, i used my own modified method. at least it worked.
hope she get well soon.Watched A Tale of Mari and Three Puppies online
quite touching but not as much as Hearty Paws
still it's a gd show.
Quotes from The Ugly Duckling and Me Ratso: Anyway, you're not as different as you might think. Deep down, everybody's - Baby Ugly: Beautiful? Ratso: No. Everybody's ugly. ißεn9's lost dreams 10:23 PM
'fire rainbow' ißεn9's lost dreams 9:43 PM
i hope i can get to stay in these kind of houses before i die.so many things to do yet there's not much time left really.ppl spent time 1/4 of their life studying another 1/2 slogging for $ what about the other 1/4 ? many dont get to enjoy them. 
can i climb over this tall wall? ißεn9's lost dreams 10:57 PMlife's hard.from this fucking moment onlife's going to get rough.u all must be pretty tired of my complaints le ba.well at least i'm sick of it.received a letter saying my parents' cpf money reserved for education have been drained le.meaning i have to pay for my own sch fee liao...well i have expected this day to comebut i didn't realise it came so soon. life has so many choices to choose from.time really flies huh.it has been 1yr 0.5sem liao.wish it'll jus slow down.....Brick walls are there for a reason : they let us prove how badly we want something; it's there to stop ppl who dont wan it that badly enough.
ißεn9's lost dreams 6:18 PMthere's another me or rather it's the old me one fake smile to fool them allwonder what happen to him resurfacing from time to timerealised i should make full use of my timewho knows maybe that's all i have left ^^ "wait long enough and ppl will surprise and impress u, when u r pissed off at somebody and u r angry at them u jus haven't given enough time."
ißεn9's lost dreams 5:57 PM阳光越过窗沿我在阴影里面才过正午13点就漆黑一片没有人看得见我心深处的阴暗面_ 只能眺望东边你的世界太远撑到想象的极限幸福有多甜可黑夜已吞噬我就是拉不到你的手_ 因为我活在西边只拥有半个白天一到午后夜色就蔓延虽然和你面对面却看不到我的脸感觉到你不安的视线在西界的那一边只能有半个白天暗自祈祷上天的垂怜在长夜的边缘给我一丝光线让你能多看我一眼只能眺望东边你的世界太远撑到想象的极限幸福有多甜可黑夜已吞噬我就是拉不到你的手_ 因为我活在西边只拥有半个白天一到午后夜色就蔓延虽然和你面对面却看不到我的脸感觉到你不安的视线在西界的那一边只能有半个白天暗自祈祷上天的垂怜在长夜的边缘给我一丝光线让你能多看我一眼